Sunday, July 27, 2008

enough



i used to want all of you
days nights the time in between
then I watched you disappear below me
like a whisper in the wind
and you were gone

i used to want more
more time more touch
more knowing
it was always too short
i was always leaving

i used to think i could fix it
i could hold every moment in a life
that knowing every moment
would keep me safe

i wanted to to crawl inside you
never leave - that it would continue
I thought i could have that
and then you left

it was never enough
our moments of laughter hugs smiles
i was always wanting more
never knowing what was missing
and then it was over

a small voice was there beside me
not quite heard all along
sending music and love
telling me not to take it so seriously
holding out hope of a different kind
and suddenly i saw

it could be enough

sometimes i want more
more time, more laughter, more freedom
your presence fills me like no other
and when you're here I am complete

you're a part of me - you touch me
in ways i do not understand
it is a very small part of you
but the part i have is enough

one day i will have more
i believe this to be true
that patience, caring and
waiting will be rewarded

you will come to me
i will find my way to you
we will build a different life
with the pieces that we have given
time will heal us both

and it will be enough

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Trouble with distance

Things are mixed up.  Up is down and down is up. 

it feels like it has been a long time
I know it hasn't but it does

my trips will end soon
this one may be the last

Oh Sven
what will I do without hope of seeing you?

How will I continue?
What can we do?

Life is so short
small moments are enough
but to know we won't have them

Oh well
things move on
I guess I will too

i miss you bud